Frustrated but Somewhat Happy

My OCD is bad lately, but my shrink said I can't take SRIs because they would make my mania worse. In good news, I have been depression-free since May 2012, I think due to help from God. I never used to be very religious, but since I joined a metaphysical church which has a spiritual, all-inclusive view of religion, I have seen the influence of Spirit in my life. The medications never helped my depression or OCD much, but the depression went away for the first time in 24 years in May of 2012. Raised Christian and having dabbled in Buddhism, I was formerly agnostic and not open to religious and spiritual things. I am the last one to push religion on anyone, but try the metaphysical churches - they may help you :)