Frustrated

Been along time since I have written a journal this place did help me going through so many struggles I always find myself back here been in a long term relationship for awhile now things not going good. We have so many struggles wish things were different found out he was talking to other woman during the flood in Louisiana. That is not the worst part I'm very sick I Depaul on him to take me back and forth to dylasis I was in a coma for 5 days. All I ever wanted was someone I can depend on to help me. Son hates me feeling overwhelmed with everything going on in my life not sure where to turn please help me I'm losing my mind