Frustrated
So I'm about done with doctors and "exams" I can't seem to find an answer or the doctor I have doesn't want to admit it is back. I had a lap. last year about this time and endo was removed. For three months I felt great and myself again and it came back full force this time. I can't find a doctor who will do another lap on me until I go through colonoscopy an upper GI (I've already done these two), a small bowel scan, and now a CAT scan. All of this is more time off of work and they haven't found anything just wondering after the CAT scan what is next. I have cried and begged my doctor and others to do another lap on me but can't get anyone that has the balls enough to do it almost like they don't want to be the "one" to find it again! Geez it is there and I'm worried it is growing and going to just get worse wasting all this time on other tests!I know I have good insurance but now it seems like I'm being taking advantage of it. I stopped taking lupron because it wasn't working but figured the doctor might put me on a bc? I just want to feel like I did for those three months again we are planning a family vacation and I really want to be able to enjoy it not suffer through it!!! Just getting a little down on myself and depressed about all of this and to the point some days I just want to walk into the hospital and tell them to figure it out but I know they would just give me a shot for the pain and just tell me to see my doctor the following day. I'm so tired, stressed, and sad that anyone should live like this and no one should have to.
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