Frustrated!

Oh, I don't think I can stand much more of this.The center called this morning.  I have to get some pills to take day before, day of and day after each treatment, which are scheduled to start on the 21st.  That is the easy part.  I can get them at my regular pharmacy, here in town.   Now the hard parts.  I have to pick up the treatment drugs at the CVS in Clearfield---they won't let me do it here.  I also have to get a Muga Scan of my heart before the chemo starts.  Treatments will be once a week for the first 3 or 4 weeks, then every three weeks for A YEAR!!!!   Cancer is rich persons' disease.  Poor, working folk can't afford these treatments.  I could never do it.  My sister will have to take me to the hospital for that Muga on the 20th.  She had it set up for tomorrow morning.  I said not enough time for sister to notify her boss.  So she will call back with a  time on the 20th for the scan.  I asked how long that will take.  She said only about an hour.  We'll see about that one, huh?  We can get the first round of drugs that day, too, but I don't know how to do it after that.  Unless the  van can stop there long enough for me to get them the day of treatment.  I just don't know...... The girl I talked to said she'd see if some special deal can be set up about the chemo drugs, since I don't drive and I can't ask Linda to go over there every week to pick them up.  I almost told her to forget the whole thing.  If it weren't for this port I would have.   I swear, if I lived out in the woods I'd go outside and scream!  But I'd hate to scare  poor Bambi, Blossom and Thumper.  Too bad we no longer have a wood pile.  I'd go chop some.  That is what sister used to do when she was mad about something. Oh, horse feathers!!