Friggin Friday
Well, so I dont bring anyone down on the group I will write to myself. Today is not a good one. Work has been busy and some special porjects this week. Doing 3 people's jobs as usual. With half a brain and no energy. I went to be early last nite. No shower. Fell asleep and had LONG WEIRD dreams. Really long and sucked the life outta me.
Woke up with BP at 176/111. Lets just play Russian Roulette. It took me three times to get out of bed. First time I sadi no. Second time my body said no. Third time I have no sick days left and must go to work. Who is it that has chosen this path for me? They must have mistaken me for someone else. Someone stronger. The daily drudgery has kicked me in the head. I need to sleep for like 3 days.
Holidays will suck. Missing my brother and his kids and stuck home. Well maybe next year
Woke up with BP at 176/111. Lets just play Russian Roulette. It took me three times to get out of bed. First time I sadi no. Second time my body said no. Third time I have no sick days left and must go to work. Who is it that has chosen this path for me? They must have mistaken me for someone else. Someone stronger. The daily drudgery has kicked me in the head. I need to sleep for like 3 days.
Holidays will suck. Missing my brother and his kids and stuck home. Well maybe next year
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martin, so sorry that you have to deal with those horrid dreams, too. they really do zap your energy. you must be really good at your job b/c those are the folks who \"get\" to do all the extra work. i learned that one too late.
honey, sleep all you need and get your strength back. holidays are very hard on us. too much expected.
big hugs and hopes for relief! serenity
Ho Ho Holidays...don\'t they just kick you in the butt. Your tree is beautiful and I sure hope you might get some breakfast in bed tomorrow or at least brunch/lunch. Christmas falls weird this year and I guess not many are getting five days. Sure puts a big ole kicker into travel to be with family or do anything real special.
Sorry honey bunches of O\'s . Just out of curiosity do you take a BP med.? I do but mine still can creep on up there sometime. Just thinking cause of your past history. Dreamland can be a real doozy sometime. Not fair and I know for sure you need to stay in bed so big star for making it today.
Martini hoping you\'re in bed early and catching up on rest. Not liking those bp numbers :(. Better go get that checked out, stress/fatigue can sure raise them too. Both can give you those weird dreams also.
Say what you need and want to in the room, it\'s not a fun and games room....it\'s a support room my friend. Goofing off is just an extra benefit ;)
Hope you get to feeling better........hugs
im so sorry you the sandman is missing you. i hope he finds you tonight and bestows restful sleep to you so that you can recharge those batteries. im sorry you miss your family and are stuck home. many hugs to you Martin
Thanks to everyone for the support. I hate to be so grim but I sometimes reach that physical breaking point where the grind becomes too much. I am hoping for some rest this week. I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas!