Friendship Struggles

Hey, it's been a while but how're you peeps? Lately, I've been emjoying the time away from some of my exhausting family members but I've been having a hard time making friends around my interests. I have friends in my life but we don't really see eye to eye or like way different things. So now I've been reflecting on my friendships and how some people that call me their best friend seem to distance themselves away from me. I don't really consider myself a best friend though, just someone who treats people the way I'd like to be treated and I feel like, especially on my end, that I never have those deep relationships that I crave. I try to send cool stuff and memes to remind my friends that I'm thinking of them but they either don't like it or don't even watch it. Sometimes I ask them how they are doing and some tell me they hate it when people ask them how are they doing so I just say hello instead and then the relationship doesn't go anywhere. And there are mini complications that I can't talk too much on but it makes me feel like I don't know how to have deep and satisfying relationships with others besides myself? So I'm gonna try to reach out and join some groups that have my same interests!

Me: An adult who likes animation, music, art, self helps, crocheting and simple home projects. What are your favorite hobbies/ shows?