Friend Lost

I had a friend pass recently.  He was around the same age and started a family at the exact same time as I did.  He was a very good man and a very good friend.  He found his own set of diffictulties that were different than mine and eventually had an accident with pills.  He left 2 children behind.  It was very tragic.
Not sure if I should feel better that his pain is finally gone or angry that he couldn't reach out for help in other ways.  I hope this site manages to save a few people.  I wish I could have saved my friend.