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Someone out there sent me a friend request I accidently deleted it.Please send another one.Sorry. Well today is friday we have had some nice weather. Tonight we are getting rain.I went to the cematary Wed.was cleaning Justin's headstone and noticed 2 spots on the corners looked dirty I tried to clean it but it wouldn't come off so on the way home I stopped at their office and ask if they could go look and see if they knew what it was.On my way home the office called and told me he went out to look at it and it looked like the sealant they put on has started to come off.Of course there is a warrenty but he said they would have to dig it up and take it to their shop and try to fix it, but he said if they couldn't do it they would have to send it back to the company that made it and it would probably be back maybe by Memorial Day.I freaked out I really don't want them to dig it up but he said thats the only way they could fix it.He said if they could fix it in their shop it would only take about 3 days I'm praying they can do it.I cried all the way home it makes me feel like their taking him away. I'm already so emotional Justin's 1 year is next Friday.Please pray for me I'm so scared whats going to happen that day I don't want to relive that memory.I'll be a total wreck that day. I'm going to start babysitting in April, it's Justin's best friends baby she was born in Feb.Ryan is the one that found Justin that day.It will only be 3 hours Monday-Thursday.I'm hoping it makes me feel like somebody again.So wish me luck.I'm kinda excited.Hope everyone has a good weekend will talk again soon.jfm24,Vicki

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That\'s good news about the baby you will be keeping. Babies have can be so healing to us as we watch them grow.
I\'m sorry about the places on the headstone. I know it upset you. We want everything to be perfect for both our Justins. They deserve the best, we will not settle for anything less.
We want them to shine. I hope they can fix it in their shop for you.
I will be thinking of you and crying for you on your Justin\'s 1 year mark coming up.