Friends

I'm really looking for friends I can talk to about my bipolar stuff as well as other things in my life. Right now there are only 2 people I know who have BPD and I don't talk to them very much. I'm kinda a recluse. I don't really leave my room. I even do school online. My bp is pretty well controlled right now but i'm not doing much to get out there, maybe they're working too well and i'm just not motivated. I can't find a job and I can't figure out how to get california to give me disability benefits. With half my meds for other problems I can't pass a drug test.