Friday, wk 2

I will start doing things the day of again, starting today!!! But, here is yesterday's... Cinnamon Bread = 2001 whoper jr :(:(= 3701 slice chz = 80scrambled eggs w/ chkn = 4501 cup milk = 110cinnamon bread = 2001 serv. cereal = 210  total = 1620 not as bad as I thought, although I stayed within my calories, I didn't do it with healthy foods! guh... life is such a pooper lately!! I just want to get up and walk to the bathroom without limping!! I guess I want my surgery to be like my weight loss, NOW!!! I have such a hard time reminding myself that things will not happen over night the way I want them to be... so hard... so hard...  On top of that, Mike is being such a SHIT! He is not getting very many hours at his job, and I'm VERY lucky that I am still getting paid even though I am not working (my mother is my boss, which is a great and TERRIBLE thing simultaneously...) He hasn't saved ANY money since he's been home (been home since  9/21) my bills ALONE are outrageous and I feel like I NEVER get any help... EVER... not with keeping the house decent (which we both have VERY different ideas of), the bills, saving money, NOTHING!!! NO HELP! I don't think I could even try to get another job b/c I would start making less than what I am now, but I would LOVE what I was doing versus HATING it. I can't do that though, because Mike's job is anything BUT stable! UGH! I HATE this... time to go workout, blow off some steam.....