Friday the 13th

I've never believed in you know its friday the 13th so bad things will happen, but today was awful, first my mom and i got into a fight, then i cant find my camera, then my tv suddenly stops working. So its been an interesting day. Its driving me nuts i cant find my camera. I guess its because my room is such a mess...lol. i know its in there but another problem with me is sometimes i cant remember where i put things. My relationship with my mom has been a little rocky these past few days. I wasnt doing my job as a daughter by being supportive for my mom. As much as i do not approve of smoking (my opinion) i cant give up on my mom , i have to try harder to get her to quit and in the mean time instead of being upset and mad, i'm going to give my mom the support she needs. I'm still working on my book and i'm on the chapter where i start talking about the hardest year in high school i went through. It had its good times but it also had its bad times and I'm not ready to face it again so i'm kind of stuck. Tomorrow my sister is going to a former friend of mines birthday get together and this former friend didnt want me and my sister but then one of her friends cancelled and invited my sister which i think is lame. So my sister says yes and i dont know why, i cant understand it. Personally i have never felt so much better removing this person from my life, she is not a good friend and she lost one so its her loss.