Friday Oct.22

I don't really feel like writing write now...it's been a very long work week and I am done, but I feel like making myself do this.  I have a hard time staying with things and this site is one of them.  I have had written contact with a couple of people and I have genuine compassion for them, but......there is something missing from this sight and it frustrates me.  I feel alone up in here and i don't like it.  Feel alone with my bipolarness, my ptsd, my friggen anxiety, my everyfriggen thing. I just feel alone. Frig the idea of finding a new partner. I don't care.