friday may 6th

Well, not doing so well on my May goals, but feeling pretty awesome anyway. Had a cigarette today, ate dark choc almonds after 8 and did not walk. However, I had ZERO cigarettes on Sun/Mon/Wed and only 2 on Tues/Thur...so much better than usual. And I've been walking almost every day and much much more active in general...I even played catch with Linc for a long time on Wed - our first night of having alone time, then I had alone time with Alex last night and we went to Food Dance. Then today I volunteered and did the spelling tests at school, had breakfast with Heather (who complained about her life and then went on to explain how she has no sympathy for black people or women, cuz fuck them...really why are we 'friends' again?), then helped moved shit at the Resource Center, then relaxed for an hour, then took the kids and spent a shit ton of money at Sawall's, then finished with a tea party. I put on a ridiculous accent and we all giggled and giggled. Good babies:)