Friday May 29/09

Life is the shits, yes it is. Good thing I can rant and vent here. Pat was so good for 7 days then weak and tired and wobbly again, just a bloody roller coaster ride. Ya know, a lot of days I cry and cry and he is totally unaware. I know he feels guilty he is sick and I know it is not his fault, but when I see and hear of others on vacation, going on a picnic, spur of the moment things  then I am just plain jealous. No other way to say it. I am jealous. My parents were married for 64 years, they travelled, swam, entertained and I want that too. Pity party for me today. Have a glorious week end everyone.It is 28 here, hot for us.