friday-May 23rd,2008

Tomorrow is a very special day.It would have been my late fathers 92nd brithday and every year..i just feel so lost.Brad wont be home.There is a company party tomorrow and everyone must attend.It will be on a boat and since he is the supervisor..he has got to go.He is not too happy in going and this is due to the fact that Brad is not a social person.He was always shy in school and it shows now.This is a message for all of you shy person..Do me a favor and get help.Being shy is a social disorder and it can affect your life.You will need people when you work and you will need a support group evidentally,but if you are shy and do not talk..you will not get raises or a postion of importance.And if you are pinning a lost boyfriend or girlfriend.do me a favor and get over it.No person is worth this pinning over.The reason why I am pinning over my brother is because he kept the house going when my mother was in the home.Frank did everything and paid all of the bills and in time he realized that he just couldnt do it.You need two paychecks to take care of a house and the retired people that I know who have never worked realize that they must return to work.It costs money to heat a house and money to have dinner with friends.And you must realize this.The average salary in seattle today without a college education is 25,000.00 and that isnt  enough.So please do me a favor and get an education because in time everyone here will have to work.Lets not blame working mothers for all of societys ills.I wished that my mother had a career because it would have given her something to do.She was always screaming at me and my brother and giving us a hard time about the house.She wanted me to have the house and when I was 21,I told her that I did not want to spend the rest of my life in that town.40 years ago,things were different..but all of my school and work friends were getting married or leaving.Some left and never came back.There is life after a small town.Even in the people do know you all of your life..that simply do not have the education or money to help you in your time of need.Frank realized this.So did I.Lets stop promoting small towns.