Friday May 13th 2016
Hello everyone. I know it has been awhile hasn't it? I have been working on being more positive and doing some writing. Was doing pretty good actually until about two weeks ago. My daughter went manic and BOY! how life changes when that happens. She's is so hard to deal with during that time. Her and my grandson seem to go at it more then also. It's sort of sad but the norm around here.
I told her, before she went manic, that I would help her pay off her computer since she only has 5 more payments and our rent is going up so she will have less money coming from her SS after bills are payed and the payee sends her what is left. Well, that was before she started getting child's support again. So, by now she has gotten nearly $400 dollars and owed about $425 on her computer. I have decided I am not going to help her since she blew all of that money when it could have gone toward her payment. I am sick of paying for our entertainment and food and all she does is blow her money. It is ridiculous. She is so irresponsible during her manic phase and doesn't think ahead at all.
I am done with my venting. I just get so sick of it. Life has been pretty normal. I need to get to the doctor for my annual check up but don't know how I will get there. I quit driving last Fall and I can't climb up into a bus, taxi's are too expensive, my granddaughter has moved up into the mountains so I can rarely even get her on the phone. No other family or friends that could take me. Hope I can figure a way soon because my meds are about to run out on me. It is for my anxiety and thyroid.
I hope that all you folks on here are having a nice spring and are looking forward to some fun this summer. It's been getting warm here.
Happy Warm Weather to you all. Enjoy!
Eve
I told her, before she went manic, that I would help her pay off her computer since she only has 5 more payments and our rent is going up so she will have less money coming from her SS after bills are payed and the payee sends her what is left. Well, that was before she started getting child's support again. So, by now she has gotten nearly $400 dollars and owed about $425 on her computer. I have decided I am not going to help her since she blew all of that money when it could have gone toward her payment. I am sick of paying for our entertainment and food and all she does is blow her money. It is ridiculous. She is so irresponsible during her manic phase and doesn't think ahead at all.
I am done with my venting. I just get so sick of it. Life has been pretty normal. I need to get to the doctor for my annual check up but don't know how I will get there. I quit driving last Fall and I can't climb up into a bus, taxi's are too expensive, my granddaughter has moved up into the mountains so I can rarely even get her on the phone. No other family or friends that could take me. Hope I can figure a way soon because my meds are about to run out on me. It is for my anxiety and thyroid.
I hope that all you folks on here are having a nice spring and are looking forward to some fun this summer. It's been getting warm here.
Happy Warm Weather to you all. Enjoy!
Eve
Replies
Feels good to vent doesn\'t it? And you had every reason to. I\'m so glad you are going to put you first!!! You deserve it... Have a wonderful weekend honey.x0x0x0
I hope you can figure out how to get yourself to the dr\'s, you can\'t ignore it, there has to be a way, Good luck with that.
It\'s good that you are trying to make your daughter be responsible for herself, you have to think of you first sometimes.
Have a nice spring and summer,
Hugs, Jean