Friday-Junen 6th,2008-40 years

Since I vented two good things have happened.One,I saw my old friend Miriam again.And the reason why I havent heard from her,she was taking care of her father-in-law.Everyone that this man had is dead and Miriam has always liked him.She was in Mexico and stayed there for quite some time until he was better.And while in Mexico,she worked.I am so happy that I have got a friend because Brad is just impossible.I cannot talk to Brad and this is the problem that I have had with all of the men in my life.For some reason,when it comes to my problems,they cannot be bothered and have shifted the whole thing on me.And I just do not love Brad anymore.I am just existing here.I am here now because I cannot afford to live on my own right now and even if I could, I still would have had to have a roommate.I refuse to relocate back East.I cannot go back.I cannot.All of my friends have gone.My house is gone.And I have got no place to stay! I am all alone in this world and this is something that Frank and my late mother were always afraid of for me.I like being alone.I have got peace.I am able to do stuff and go anywhere that I desire.I do not like living with him anymore.Look,if anything does happen,I will go back to work and I will work.I have got 3 cats and I adore them.And I will never desert my cats for anyone.Maybe Brad I will leave.But my cats.I will never leave for noone.Because no man is worth it.I do not care if he is Donald Trump.No one is worth this devotion.