Friday, February 29, 2008
I was thinking about my mother and how she treated me. She could be pretty selfish. When I was 11 & 12, she got involved in these theater groups at a couple different colleges. She wanted to be an actress. I remember her dragging us with her and being around awful people. I think these people were the ones who got her onto the drinking that killed her. I don't think any of these people became famous. She even left me home alone when I had the chicken pox to go to one of her acting classes. I wouldn't do that to my son.
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catching up on your journals....it\'s been both a good and bad week for you. i am glad your husband got a job, that takes a load off of your mind i am sure. families, both past and present, provide most of our stress and make it hard for us sometimes to heal. i can relate to your mother memories and feel for you very strongly. hugs....
MY MOTHER WAS SELFISH HERSELF, SO I GET THE FEELING. IT WASN\'T A PRETTY THING ALTHOUGH MY MOM IS STILL ALIVE TO TORTURE ME EVERY DAY. WHAT FUN.XOXO PAM