Friday, April 17th/09
Day two without him............it hurts. I'm so angry with him for allowing this to come between us!! I don't know that he fully understands what is going on!! I just want to sit and cry but what good will that do? NOTHING! It won't change a thing!
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I had two short emails from him yesterday, it sounds as though he is having a good time! He isn\'t suppose to be having fun, he\'s suppose to be unhappy!!!!!!!!!! I haven\'t heard a word from him today, although, that may be because he isn\'t allowed access to a computer or phone on his own just yet. I do understand that he has to feel what it would be like to lose us, but, I\'m afraid he thinks he is on vacation, which is kind of is! He is staying with his parents on a remote resort, no tv, limited phone, limited computer use, nothing to do but work and think. It will be VERY good for him, it\'ll give him some time to think and pull himself together a bit before coming back and starting therapy. He doesn\'t really get along with his parents, so eventually it will be bad for him, which I\'m looking forward to. Is it bad that I want him to hurt?