fresh start

today well be a fresh start, my wife well be coming to my house and get to soothe time with me and my mother.  Which she never got to do, she well be happy and I think it's first step forward to try to meme this relationship feel safer and more like a family. She still blames her herself which i don't like she didn't understand none of my lying and stuff was ever her fault never in a million years. She feels she should have tried harder or focused more. Why so she can be more miserable and miss out in life this was my fault, I did this I have to fix it. Only thing i need from is her support other than that she doesn't need to put her life on pause she suffered a great deal because of me and I need to fix that on my own and do everything right from now on and listen to her and try to focus on her concerns. She always been there for me and hurts she tries so hard and wants this relationship to work.  It about time i do the leg work and that is whet I'm going to focus on.