freedom

I just realized in the past couple of months that all the bad feelings and hate and disbelief I held for so long against my ex is nearly gone. When we text, I have no feelings at all towards him. I know when he is lying and it does not bother me anymore. It used to get me mad. Now I don't care. When he says he still cares I actually laugh. When he says how unhappy he is I think 'So? That's not my problem'

I have distanced my emotions from him and it is such a nice feeling. It is like I can think rationally again. Instead of emotionally.