Freedom

Well, coming up in a week I will have true freedom once again.  I will be moving out of my daughter and son in law's home into my own place. This is something I have needed to do for some time.  I just recently went back to work part time.  I am loving it!  I can't work full time due to my disability but the part time job at least gets me out around people everyday.  This is so good for me because it gets me out of myself.  If given too much time to myself it seems my depression worsens to an almost debilitating level.  I will be moving into the place that I work and I won't have to pay rent or utilities for a while.  I will be able to save up money so that I can get my own apartment very soon I hope.  My daughter is still really mad at me but I know it will pass if I give her some time and space.  At least I hope so.  I love her but I simply cannot live with her.  I will miss my grandkids and seeing them everyday but I will be able to come and see them on the weekends.  They are taking it pretty hard and I know it will be an adjustment for them as I have lived with them their whole lives, but I know they will bounce back soon once they see that they are going to get to see me often.  I guess we will see what is next in this new chapter of my life!!!