four whole years
It has been four years today since my son took his life. Things are a lot easier but there is still a lot of sad time and wonder why. I haven't written for a while but just felt I needed to today. Life isn't near a fun as it was before all this happened and some days I have to push myself to get going. His two children seem to be doing all right but who knows they keep a lot of stuff hidden. I still have a hard time forgiving for leaving those kids without a dad. I just hope one day I can completely for give him.
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anger n forgiveness are together. I will pray u forgive him n yourself in not forgiving. Here\'s tell lords prayer prayer it a lowly utter each word as if u are chewing on it before u swallow. our father who art in heaven, hallow be thy name thy kingdom come, thy will e done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread AND FORGIVE OUR TRESPASSES AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO TRESPASS AGAINST US. Leave us not in temptation but deliver us from evil amen. My thoughts n prayers n low are wit
the u xo