Four more days

Yippy Four more days before we do our first beta...I so excited but at the same time I know that it will probably be negative....either way I win...because the next day is my friend's brithday and we are going out to a charming restuarant which has good wine. So if it is negative then I can taste the delectable vintage...if it is positive I will have to wait 9 more months but I will wait with a big smile on my face.I decided that there is no point in worrying about getting pregnant any more. God will do what it right for me. Next week we will hopefully hear about how to proceed with the adoption process and perhaps next year we will become parents. Now that the clomid is out of my system, i feel lighter and happier. I know this because one of my friends stopped by and she kept bringing up in conversation who was pregnant and just had a baby and for the first time all month it did not bother me. I decided it did not matter. She was probably just letting me know for whatever the reason.The weather is very pleasant today. We have not put on the air conditioning for the last few days. Though the days have been hot, the evenings are cooler and lovely. I hope tomorrow will be a good day. My students have a test to complete then maybe I will take them outside for some relaxation before we start more work.Yippy for nice days.