four and 20

Four And 20 years ago, I came into this life,the son of a woman and a man who lived in strife. A different kind of poverty now upsets me so,night after a sleepless night I walk the floor, and I want to know. Why am I so alone, where is my woman can and I bring her home,have I driven her away. is she gone. Morning comes the sun rise, and I am driven to my bed,I see that it is empty, and there's devils in my head. I embrace the multicolored beast,I grew weary of the torment.  Can there be no peace?I find myself wishing that my life would simply cease.