Found Peace
Met my goal. Found my peace. Realize i will always love and miss my baby. When I miss him. I can miss him. Its okay to think of him. Its okay to cry, to smile, and to move on. My baby is gone... Never though it would happen to me. I don't understand why. Its not OK. But I can learn to live with it.
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So today kind of sucks. I felt pretty pregnant all week. Headaches Monday-Tues, Increase appetite, tiredness, irritability, dizziness. All symptoms are gone today. I feel like I felt right before they told me I would miscarry. All of a sudden all my symptoms were gone. I could feel myself shutting down, getting angry, sad, and depressed. But I\'m not letting that go down. I\'m gonna pick my butt up and go to school.Went to the doctors office today. Awaiting blood test results to tell me what I already know. Hopefully I can stay strong.
Soooooo. Doctor never called me back. She only calls if something is off. I\'m assuming I\'m not pregnant. Tempted to drink some wine. But don\'t want to give up hope.
Had a set back today. DIDN\'T EAT ALL DAY. This is not part of my \"Getting PREGNANT Goal\" Will do better from here on.