If I lived on the Sun there still would not be enough time in a day. There is so much I want to accomplish in life but there always seems to something..mainly myself..working against me. I have been the world's worst procrastinator and I am suffering the consequences. I am improving. I have started. Instead of simply saying that I am going to do something..I start. I have acknowlged many of my faults but also my strengths. Instead of saying that something is wrong with me I am working to improve those faults. I also have realized that acknowledging my strengths is not being arrogant and strengths need improving, too. I think that my strengths and talents frighten me. I have had people (yes more than one..and separate occassions at that) tell me that if I put all of my talents together .. I'd be a god. And they were serious. But I'm not a god..I'm a goddess. That is something that has taken time for me to acknowledge as well. And I apologize now for my arrogance but arrogant is what I have to be. I have too many talents to waste..and I can't waste even one. And I need to believe that I can bring these talents and dreams into fruition...from fantasy into reality. A goddess is what I have to be..and this goddess has a name...and that name is Lilith.