Forgot Vacation...

Vacation's happening in August and I was excited to go.  I say was because, with how I've been feeling, I had to email my husband and ask him to cancel the reservation he had for a scooter for me.  Cancel that reservation and reserve a motorized chair, instead.  
I swore I would never need one.  I swore that I was going to kick this thing in the butt and get better.  I swore that I was going to regain, at least, enough of my mobility to just need to use the rollator occasionally and the cane, mostly.
It was the hardest thing, I found, to email my husband and tell him to book the chair, instead.  Is it possible to feel worse?  Dunno, but I'm sure as hell gonna try.