Forgot to say this in my other journal entry

Victor,Taylor and I went to a birthday party Saturday and on the way Victor was talking about one of his co workers and how he never settles down and victor told the guy he would probably end up alone.The guy said youre right I probably will..And Victor said you know what I am so happy the way I am...That meant the world to me and I was like what are you really happy??And he said yes.I know I never talk about stuff like that but I am very happy.That totally made my day plus I emailed him and told him how I felt.He said it was very sweet and he felt the same.he's just not good at expressing his feelings..He also told me the other day that if I ever told him I didnt love him anymore he would still stay with me because he loves me that much..So things with him are better.we all have our ups and downs...