Forgetting

Well I've said this before, but I think it would really benifit for me to think he may not like me. (I know it sounds a bit crazy!) But if I do this I may be able to think of him as anormal person. Not get all nervous in his prescence. Though knowing I've tried it, doesn't give me much hope. I guess I'll just have to try harder!Theres nothing else I can do, but continue to persevere.