forever alone

I just need to stick to and accept the fact that I will perpetually be lonely, friendless, single, and a virgin for the rest of my life.  It will most likely be for the best anyway.  I don't communicate well with others to begin with and I'm neuro-atypical.  I'm too needy and awkward anyway.  I would just be a burden or annoyance, weighing down on others.  So yup, for the best I must be lonely.