Forever Alone
It f**ken sucks! But its starting to seem more of a reality to me. I just f**ken hate me, I wish I could bloody push myself! But I can't do f**ken anything! I might as well just die! I almost wish I could die! I wish someone would shoot me in the head and put me out of my misery. Because my F**KEN LIFE SUCKS!And being alone makes me feel like I'm ugly and fat. That I am repulsive, and that is also why no one wants to be with. Man I wish I was 49 Kg! Then maybe I'd feel a bit better. But that also is impossible. Everything in my F**ken life is impossible! I'm F**ken impossible!There's just nothing that helps, everything I do, turns out for the worst. Instead of going forwards I end up going backwards!I don't know I'm just a F**ked up person!
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hey what ha bought this on? you can get through your social phobia, i know how that feels, you are not what you say, dont thoink like this, it breaks my heart thjat you want to be dead, trust me i know life is hard now but one day you will meet someone, but you need to ork on someone first, pkease dont b like this, i am always here, im the same i wont go out the front door for the fear of all my problems surfacing when i go out, im here for you, dont suffer alone. xxx