For the love of God, how'z about a break!
Friday morning, I'm sitting in the hotel, just got both kids to school, finally sitting down to try to eat something. Catching up on updating my calendar so I can try to keep up with everything, school, dr appts, mother in law being in hospital, I get a phone call from the front desk of the hotel. They tell me that someone from the school called and was trying to reach me. I find out that my daughter has had a breakdown of sorts at school, and that they have already implemented protocols to have her taken for evaluation at one of two psych places. (translation: She's going to the mental ward/crisis center one way or the other)
So I race to the place, and talk to her and a counselor, find out that apparently she was found pacing the hallways very agitated and not in class. When the counselors at school tried to talk to her, she snapped at them, told them they just didn't understand, and that she had been having hallucinations, hearing voices, and that she felt no one in the school deserved to live. Great, just fucking peachy.
The place she went is right around the corner of the hospital my mother in law is in. -.-
At least it is close to each other.....anyone detecting a note of sarcasm here??? -.- lol
So now as it sits, the house is in kind of a limbo on the rebuilding, my mother in law is in the hospital with a blocked carotid artery and a blockage in her brain and surgery scheduled for 9:30am Tuesday morning, and my daughter is in a mental hospital.
So like I said before.....How'z about a break!
Why am I having such a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel right now? And just what the hell did we do to deserve to have to go through this shit! The first two issues was manageable, although it is setting my HS off quite badly. But this has just reached a new level of pure ridiculousness. How the hell does one family have such a fucked up stream of events happen to them. Where the fuck is God right now? What is he doing, checking emails?, getting his hair done?, I know....apparently he is out bowling with the devil, and it looks like he's getting his ass handed to him.O.o LOL (I'm seriously trying to keep some humor here..usually helps..but it ain't right now, apparently, cause I'm still kinda pissed at the big man.)
This is just pure insanity. You know the sounds a crashing car makes? The screeching of metal and tires, the crunch of glass and fiberglass??? Well I think that is what my brain sounds like right about now.
Lord, please help me to keep my sanity right now. I know they say nothing is put on you that you can't handle, but tell that to all the people that have truly broken down mentally due to not being able to "handle it". I'm real sure they'll buy right into it. XP
So I race to the place, and talk to her and a counselor, find out that apparently she was found pacing the hallways very agitated and not in class. When the counselors at school tried to talk to her, she snapped at them, told them they just didn't understand, and that she had been having hallucinations, hearing voices, and that she felt no one in the school deserved to live. Great, just fucking peachy.
The place she went is right around the corner of the hospital my mother in law is in. -.-
At least it is close to each other.....anyone detecting a note of sarcasm here??? -.- lol
So now as it sits, the house is in kind of a limbo on the rebuilding, my mother in law is in the hospital with a blocked carotid artery and a blockage in her brain and surgery scheduled for 9:30am Tuesday morning, and my daughter is in a mental hospital.
So like I said before.....How'z about a break!
Why am I having such a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel right now? And just what the hell did we do to deserve to have to go through this shit! The first two issues was manageable, although it is setting my HS off quite badly. But this has just reached a new level of pure ridiculousness. How the hell does one family have such a fucked up stream of events happen to them. Where the fuck is God right now? What is he doing, checking emails?, getting his hair done?, I know....apparently he is out bowling with the devil, and it looks like he's getting his ass handed to him.O.o LOL (I'm seriously trying to keep some humor here..usually helps..but it ain't right now, apparently, cause I'm still kinda pissed at the big man.)
This is just pure insanity. You know the sounds a crashing car makes? The screeching of metal and tires, the crunch of glass and fiberglass??? Well I think that is what my brain sounds like right about now.
Lord, please help me to keep my sanity right now. I know they say nothing is put on you that you can't handle, but tell that to all the people that have truly broken down mentally due to not being able to "handle it". I'm real sure they'll buy right into it. XP
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