"Fold your arms for the prayer..."
"Fold your arms for the prayer....":
Maybe I don't want to, and maybe you don't control every aspect of my life! You have your religion and I have mine! Stop forcing me to be like you because obviously I hate you and wish to be nothing like you! I would rather die than be like you! Its called freedom of religion or lack of and you have no right to force me! You can't keep threatening me into your beliefs so leave me the hell alone. I also feel that it isn't acceptable that you attend my therapy sessions. It makes me very uncomfortable and I feel you should have no part in it because it's my life that's fucked up, not yours. In fact you are one of my abusers and I will never trust you. You manipulate and I hate you. You try and take control of my life and you drug me with anxiety pills that I don't need. You force me to do things I don't want to do! I plan to leave and never come back. Ever. I plan to cut all ties with this so called "family" because all you've ever brought me is grief! I refuse to ever see or speak to the likes of you ever again. And that's final. I hate this family. I hate this life. And I especially hate you!
Maybe I don't want to, and maybe you don't control every aspect of my life! You have your religion and I have mine! Stop forcing me to be like you because obviously I hate you and wish to be nothing like you! I would rather die than be like you! Its called freedom of religion or lack of and you have no right to force me! You can't keep threatening me into your beliefs so leave me the hell alone. I also feel that it isn't acceptable that you attend my therapy sessions. It makes me very uncomfortable and I feel you should have no part in it because it's my life that's fucked up, not yours. In fact you are one of my abusers and I will never trust you. You manipulate and I hate you. You try and take control of my life and you drug me with anxiety pills that I don't need. You force me to do things I don't want to do! I plan to leave and never come back. Ever. I plan to cut all ties with this so called "family" because all you've ever brought me is grief! I refuse to ever see or speak to the likes of you ever again. And that's final. I hate this family. I hate this life. And I especially hate you!
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WOW !!! So much anger
Greg, that\'s what I thought to, but we don\'t know what all this person is going through. I can relate to the feeling though, and I know it ain\'t a pleasant one. Blackrose, I\'ll pray for you. Without my arms folded :-)
Are you ok? I hope you made it through last night. I hope I have not affended you by talking about my faith and how it helps me. I do not want to be one who forces religion on people. My God is love, compassion and strength. I just know you are hurting right now. My heart is heavy for you. And like Greg I will pray for you with open arms!
Hugs...sorry you are going thru this bullshit....makes me wonder if you are LDS??
My families LDS. I\'m not.