focusing on the positive while surrounded by neg

Christmas was good Angelica had a great first Christmas loved every minute of it.. she even gave me a christmas present of standing on her own unassisted and taking a few steps.. I know right Im still in shock myself she's only 7 months... 

it took a turn for the worse when matt forgot to log out of his computer like he always does so his password sets.. Found pics of his mistress from a month ago on there and of them in FL when he claimed he went to see family.. I knew in my gut he was lying to me.. I just don't get y he has to keep lying and why the hell he hasn't turned in the divorce papers yet.. he needs to get out of my life... I wish I could just take Angelica and run.. but i grew up without my dad but at the same time I don't want him bringing my child around this home wrecker who treated my daughters life... Please say prayers i need strength