Focusing on myself

The past few years i've been distracted. Love, friends,family, although all three are very important to have there is something missing from that group. School. Career. I have been wasteing so much time and energy about thinking about falling in love and my family feud,its been stopping me from focusing on myself. I need to focus on school. So that's what i've done. I was told there is a tech school i can go to to get a certificate to be a nurses assitant. I've always wondered what my talents are, what i'm good at. This could be a new challenge for me, maybe this is what i've been looking for all along, what i've been missing. I need to focus on that. Earlier today i had to end three more friendships who i went to high school with. Am i going to dread on it? time to time i might but i will not let it destroy me. Signing off, back to studying in the morning.