Fml
Since I come back every couple of years to look at these, I really hope im in a better place then I was now. Im having another unplanned pregnancy and have no friends or family. Can barely take care of myself af my daughter, have little will to keep going and have failed at everything. I keep looking at my daughter and thinking how amazing and smart and perfect she is and I feel a horrible feeling that I will just ruin her life, just by being in it. I can't be happy, everything that used to work in the past isn't working. Ive never felt so low. And here I am bringing another girl into the world. I hope one day they know I loved them.
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Kids are a gift and often come into our lives to teach us unconditional Love!
Here is some inspiration to keep going:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQIBIW6eT8I&t=7s&index=32&list=WL
God Bless
Yes, my daughter has shown me love ive never felt before. I feel like I will only let her down and I'll never be good enough. I feel guilty for being pregnant again. My daughter is the only reason I keep going.
I really believe we all do the best we can when it comes to kids but at the same time we are human and sometimes things happen that we can't possibly foresee so try not to be so hard on yourself. As long as we are human, we will make mistakes. It's a fact of life. That's why they put erasers on pencils (My dad use to tell me that :) but we need to forgive ourselves and let go of the guilt. Mistakes are errors that need to be corrected....not sins that need to be punished so be kind to yourself and take your cue from the child because it sounds like she is a very special little lady :)
God Bless