flowers! for me?! what??

omg. why.there was a guy i mentioned in earlier entries that liked me. that was at the beginning of the school year. he asked me out and i said no, and my excuse was that i didn't know him yet. Now, around 5-6 months later, he asks me out. however, he didnt JUST ask me out... he had his driver bring a bouquet of flowers, which he gave me after school :( i mean, i should be happy, but i thought this was over and done with! nobody knows i'm gay... this is really annoying. ppl are telling me that i should think about it, give him a chance, i will probably end up liking him, blablabla. grrrr. poo. he looked so sad and rejected afterwards. i tried to say no nicely, so i said that "it has nothing to do with you" *awkward pause* "i am not interested in a relationship now. " *looks at me* "or anytime soon. grrrr. whyyyyy!!!!!! omfg the rose is so pretty too. its big. and red. and smells good. i know i should be happy that i get flowers, but i am not.this one girl whom i told i might be lesbian just smiled when she saw me holding the flowers. urgh.ps, this is the girl i used to have a crush on, and still find reli attractive. urgh. and all my friends are laughing at me. i feel sorry for him :(