Fitting in

Trying to find  a place to fit in. Just can't seem to find it. Never have I guess. Have tryed several groups here but just don't seem to fit. Maybe I will never find a place. I am 54 years old and still feel this way. Why? I guess I am just a social misfit and always will be. Not the end of the world just feel lonely sometimes. Just have to hang on and ride out this feeling. It usually passes. I day it won't and I guess I will just go home.......