fish out with j//went to doctor//started eating meat again//car serviced//mcd's with kids//massage
forgot to make space for a journal and as always super hectic. will be so glad when raise goes through and i can hire more people and relax hopefully. its too many days and now i'm anemic so not a good combo.
so the doctor is still freaked. my hemoglobin is actually lower instead of higher. however, she says it will take six months to get it back to normal if all it is is side effect to statin or my diet. obviously, she doesn't think this though because she ordered more tests. i discovered i have no energy from this. so the rest thing is actually important. i also think the weight gain is part of it as i noticed people overweight like this tire just as much as i do. so weird. never went through anything like this before. also breathing different, but i still think its from weight gain. so i've been following along and eating things like steak and salami. though had fish the other day. out with j for fish sandwiches and then out with the kids for mcd's fish. we have coupons. they have free fries and two for one on fish and if i go to mcd's which i don't very often, that is what i buy anyway.
the nurse said to take orange juice or an orange with the iron pill and the doctor wants me taking two iron pills not one and at two different parts of the day. the orange ups absorption of the iron pill. i have a feeling i should be taking this more seriously. scary. i'm waiting for the old guy at work to try bullying me because he knows i'm ill. he keeps being sarcastic saying you look really pale. i'm anemic, what does he think i'll look like. he pulled shit once before several years ago and then he accused j of showing up somewhere and confronting him. hmmm, don't know if that is true or not -- j used to be government so i really wouldn't piss him off anyway.
she also wants me to use tylenol not any other for headache or aches and pains, kind of tricky since i'm still on that daily low dose aspirin thing.
went for a neck and shoulder massage at a new place because the usual one was booked. bobp did the lawn, hoped he would do the gates and gutters too but he still can't until the season slows down. had my car serviced. haven't looked at the bill yet. they price matched the oil change and courtesy check and got new tires because a belt broke on one of them. my alignment was good so at least i didn't need that. i've heard i may or may not need tires since i got this car a year ago. what a weird year, one thing after the other. so weird to be weak. lol. i think i'm going to buy a weapon, if i stay weak like this - get a handgun license. better to be safe. kv says the weirdo showed up here again, this time with his much older cousin. they called the police on them. its tresspassing, this office park is private property, so what the hell are they doing here? just passing through, two hours away from where they live. sick. some people are completely sick. he tried to say one of the workers invited him, so they questioned the worker and no one did. then his cousin tries to use me as a reference to get a job. hmmmm. i don't really know either one of you and i don't set others up for jobs even when i do know them so what the hell are you doing here. and a reference would mean you worked for me in the past. you haven't. i'd never hire you anyway. why try to work in an office if you don't have any office skills and can't even type on a professional level, which means fast. wth? they said his older cousin is retirement age so what is he doing here. then the other one says, the cousin of this stalker guy didn't even have ANY licenses or certificates for this kind of work and thought he would be hired because he was in vietnam a zillion years ago. wth? does that really make sense to him? where is your brain? go to school like everyone else, get certified in something and learn things and don't show up anywhere except fast food or telemarketing without certifications. he had this attitude like if you've been in a war then you are exempt from all schooling. since when? we have former military guys here and all of them have other training. plus, he's retired, he has money. then they said he wanted to know where the cheapest place in florida is to live. the cheapest place as far as i know of is homasassa.
so the doctor is still freaked. my hemoglobin is actually lower instead of higher. however, she says it will take six months to get it back to normal if all it is is side effect to statin or my diet. obviously, she doesn't think this though because she ordered more tests. i discovered i have no energy from this. so the rest thing is actually important. i also think the weight gain is part of it as i noticed people overweight like this tire just as much as i do. so weird. never went through anything like this before. also breathing different, but i still think its from weight gain. so i've been following along and eating things like steak and salami. though had fish the other day. out with j for fish sandwiches and then out with the kids for mcd's fish. we have coupons. they have free fries and two for one on fish and if i go to mcd's which i don't very often, that is what i buy anyway.
the nurse said to take orange juice or an orange with the iron pill and the doctor wants me taking two iron pills not one and at two different parts of the day. the orange ups absorption of the iron pill. i have a feeling i should be taking this more seriously. scary. i'm waiting for the old guy at work to try bullying me because he knows i'm ill. he keeps being sarcastic saying you look really pale. i'm anemic, what does he think i'll look like. he pulled shit once before several years ago and then he accused j of showing up somewhere and confronting him. hmmm, don't know if that is true or not -- j used to be government so i really wouldn't piss him off anyway.
she also wants me to use tylenol not any other for headache or aches and pains, kind of tricky since i'm still on that daily low dose aspirin thing.
went for a neck and shoulder massage at a new place because the usual one was booked. bobp did the lawn, hoped he would do the gates and gutters too but he still can't until the season slows down. had my car serviced. haven't looked at the bill yet. they price matched the oil change and courtesy check and got new tires because a belt broke on one of them. my alignment was good so at least i didn't need that. i've heard i may or may not need tires since i got this car a year ago. what a weird year, one thing after the other. so weird to be weak. lol. i think i'm going to buy a weapon, if i stay weak like this - get a handgun license. better to be safe. kv says the weirdo showed up here again, this time with his much older cousin. they called the police on them. its tresspassing, this office park is private property, so what the hell are they doing here? just passing through, two hours away from where they live. sick. some people are completely sick. he tried to say one of the workers invited him, so they questioned the worker and no one did. then his cousin tries to use me as a reference to get a job. hmmmm. i don't really know either one of you and i don't set others up for jobs even when i do know them so what the hell are you doing here. and a reference would mean you worked for me in the past. you haven't. i'd never hire you anyway. why try to work in an office if you don't have any office skills and can't even type on a professional level, which means fast. wth? they said his older cousin is retirement age so what is he doing here. then the other one says, the cousin of this stalker guy didn't even have ANY licenses or certificates for this kind of work and thought he would be hired because he was in vietnam a zillion years ago. wth? does that really make sense to him? where is your brain? go to school like everyone else, get certified in something and learn things and don't show up anywhere except fast food or telemarketing without certifications. he had this attitude like if you've been in a war then you are exempt from all schooling. since when? we have former military guys here and all of them have other training. plus, he's retired, he has money. then they said he wanted to know where the cheapest place in florida is to live. the cheapest place as far as i know of is homasassa.
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FISH IS GOOD AND CHICKEN, WILD SALMON, I EAT IT OFTEN, RIGH IN OMEGA, THERE ARE NATURAL HERBAL VITAMINS YOU CAN TAKE FROM \'SALUS\', THEY HAVE IRON, JUST DON\'T WORRY TOO MUCH I WAS ALWAYS ANEIMIC AS A KID, JUST EAT LOTS OF FRESH VEGGIE, FRUIT, LENTILS ARE FULL OF IRON, MAKE SOME SOUP WITH LOTS OF VEGGIES.
HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON, LOVE **
*hugs* It\'s funny how people think that they are entitled to something just because of their position. When I was working for the airline one of the mechanics called me and told me to order him a taxi since his car was broken. I told him MY car was broken and I\'m taking the bus, who does he think he is? He lived an hour away, as well, so it would have been a huge taxi bill. Some people....
Wow, never heard of Homasassa!! Where the heck is that?
I\'m so sorry you are having these scary health problems right now, 38. I know all about feeling weak. It\'s my life. It\'s pretty sucky when you\'re used to being busy. I hope the anemia is treatable and you start feeling better soon! xox
Big hugs! xo