First step

Ola everybody, This is my first entry on Daily Strength, but not the first time i have written something. When i was in school i use to write all the time, poems and so on and after school just completely stopped, no idea why.
 
Anyway, last night on the way home - I work 80 kilometers from my work so it is quite a drive, i decided to kick this whole depression thing in the ass, had some unknown sense that i was just to tired of being down and out and fucking tired the whole time. So i gave myself a pep talk and said "You will be positive! Even if you walk into your house and everything you see is a mess or some shit! If your man comes home in a shit mood, what you gona do? You are going to fucking smile and be polite! You can do this! You are not pretending, you are a happy person that have more than she bargained for in life! You have more than enough reasons in your life to be happy as fuck! So smile!" And i did and today i feel better than yesterday, i know tomorrow might no be that way, but i am no longer going to look at it that way. Tomorrow is just another reason to be happy and grateful...
 
Hope my entry will bring some light to someone's dark day...