First night without my son/New moms who haven't read this!
December 2, 2008 | A Positive story
RYAN I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!!! Those are the exact words that I heard you whisper before I woke up the next morning after you passed over to the other side.The first night that I had to lay down knowing you were gone to (HEAVEN), I Prayed for you and God to help me sleep and help me through the fear of pain waking up the next morning. I want to thank you and God for answering my prayer!!! I want to share with my friends how you and God helped, by answering my prayer!!! Before I woke up the first morning without Ryan, I felt the flow of his spirit go through my body,I could see it and feel his spirit enter my body,I heard him whisper with a soft voice (I love you and miss you so so much) then I knew he was back inside me again... I felt (LOVE,PEACE AND COMFORT), ... Then I felt 3 hard taps on my back,as though Ryan had tapped my back 3 times to wake me up...I woke up and knew that he answered my Prayer!!! I said thank you Ryan and God, now I know ' you will help me get through the funeral...( If you ask you shall recieve ) no question in my mind.!!! The next Prayer I asked was ( PLEASE RYAN, GIVE ME MESSAGES IN MY DREAMS ) and he has, mostly I've had only visions of him, mostly of him in his younger years. He did give me about 4 messages in my dreams , I'll tell you those on my next journal entry... THANKS RYAN FOR YOUR HELP...LOVE YOU FOREVER SON!!!! MOM
RYAN I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!!! Those are the exact words that I heard you whisper before I woke up the next morning after you passed over to the other side.The first night that I had to lay down knowing you were gone to (HEAVEN), I Prayed for you and God to help me sleep and help me through the fear of pain waking up the next morning. I want to thank you and God for answering my prayer!!! I want to share with my friends how you and God helped, by answering my prayer!!! Before I woke up the first morning without Ryan, I felt the flow of his spirit go through my body,I could see it and feel his spirit enter my body,I heard him whisper with a soft voice (I love you and miss you so so much) then I knew he was back inside me again... I felt (LOVE,PEACE AND COMFORT), ... Then I felt 3 hard taps on my back,as though Ryan had tapped my back 3 times to wake me up...I woke up and knew that he answered my Prayer!!! I said thank you Ryan and God, now I know ' you will help me get through the funeral...( If you ask you shall recieve ) no question in my mind.!!! The next Prayer I asked was ( PLEASE RYAN, GIVE ME MESSAGES IN MY DREAMS ) and he has, mostly I've had only visions of him, mostly of him in his younger years. He did give me about 4 messages in my dreams , I'll tell you those on my next journal entry... THANKS RYAN FOR YOUR HELP...LOVE YOU FOREVER SON!!!! MOM
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Kelly, I don\'t remember reading this one. Thank you for sharing your heart. Love, Barbara
I have asked for and recieced the tapping too. I thought I was nuts!!! The dreams are wonderful too. I had a long term relationship with a man named George while Jeff was growing up. Jeff brought him to me in a dream, telling me that George was in heaven. I found out later that Geo had passed. Thanks Jeff! Love & hugs, Colleen
That is wonderful... to have experienced his presence.
Hugs, Pam
If only Cindy would come to me in a dream, what a Godsend it would be. I am happy for you that you have seen Ryan, God Bless, Susan
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so neat that you are able to feel his presence. Sandi
It would be wonderful to have dreams of my son, but it doesn\'t happen. So happy for you that you have those great dreams. Love and hugs, Beth
More glorious Confirmation of the eternal bond between mother and child. There is no greater gift in life than the honor of motherhood. Such sacred ground indeed....hugs
I know I\'m not a new mom, but I missed this in the past........
You must have had a strong bond, with Ryan, in this world. It is wonderful, you can still get these confirmations, of his spirit. Love, Gay. (Chad\'s mom).
I love you Kelly. We definately need to be here for the new mom\'s during that first year. The second one can be awful difficult in new and improved ways, but those of us a bit ahead can arm them with the tools to cope. I don\'t think I had joined FMO\'s only when this entry was written. I was so fresh and raw having just lost Michael on 11-22-08. Wow. I love you, my friend. Belinda
Kelly, I did tell other\'s about your Last Supper image and everything that followed. They were in awe. Thank you for sharing this with us too.
You could so easily hold these close to your heart, but by sharing, you still get to do that, and now so do we, so thank you, thank you,
Gale Sue
A great entry for all of us to read no matter how far on our journey. Thanks Kelly. Love to you. Robin