First Journal Entry

Wow a place to write. Lets see where do I start. Right now I'm going through Lupron treatments for six months. Treatments in hope to minimize the pain and so that when we are done with the shots my chances of getting pregnant are higher. The stage where I was at before Lupron shots doctor said it was a 75% or higher chance of miscarriage and only a 20% chance I would even get pregnant. So with those odds against us we decided to take the Lupron route for now. So I'm on shot 4 the first few where OK not major side effects a little bit of hot flashes and mood swings. After shot 4 the pain is there on top of hot flashes and major mood swings. It is so frustrating after a few months of feeling positive that something is going to work BAM back at where you started. I don't get a lot of support from my family my husband understand because he sees it everyday and goes to the doctor with me and my doctor is so awesome he usually tells my husband what to expect so I think that helps out alot!!! Just venting a little here on my frustrations for the week. Now if I can ball up the energy for an hour just to clean the house I'll be better!!!