First Journal

Hello, Well, my first journal is about how I feel right now. I am feeling really bad, I keep having UTIs and sharp kidney pain. I seem to always be sick and have terrible breath. What makes matters really bad is on top of all this crap I have to have family problems as well. My stepfather and my mom always are having major problems.This of course raises my blood pressure and my kidney pain. I am barely able to handle my disease let alone all this. Their recent fight led to my mom sleeping in my bed so now I have to share it with her. This I wouldn't mind but I really need to lay down a lot but she is in there most of the day since she works nights. Oh, and not to mention the fact that she wants to move away from my stepdad I dont disagree with her decision but that will be hard as hell on me. Since we moved out before in 2007 into an apartment and came back in Aug. 2008 to my stepdad because of finances and now she wants to get out again. AHHH!!!!!!!! This is constant madness!!! Oh, and my mom which I love to death always complains about her knee hurting and her job and my stepfather and it drives me crazy! I know she needs to vent but I cant handle it anymore. Whew!!! I need to let that out.