First Entry: Introductions + First goal
Saturday 10/01/15
Hello There dear readers
It is lovely to see you this cold but bright day ((uk midlands weather if it varies where you are im sorry ))
Well first off Proper introductions, there is a small peice on me in my profile but not really that much, if you have got to know me and are therefore reading this then please feel free to ignore this post and skip onto the next one if your so obliged to read my ramblings anyway.
So I am guessing I should start as to why I am on DS in the first place. I suffer with many things mentally. Things including, Depression, Panic attacks, Panic disorder and well over all being a worry wart. Also Physical ailments such as eczema, sensitive skin, IBS ((irritable bowl syndrome)) and Asthma. Now there are also lifestyle issues, Such as my girlfriend being alcohol dependant, myself being addicted to chocolate and then of course me being a lesbian is always an issue to some people but oh well their lose on the type of person I am. So these are the reasons I have an account here.
How did I find DS? I found the sight maybe 8 years ago, when I was preparing to come out of the closet to my family and friends and was also looking for advice on how to get myself out there in the world. I opened an account and then closed it a few years later. I had found that I was no longer getting the support I needed but instead was finding something actually harmful. Back then my deppression was not well controlled and I found myself trying to help others and ignoring my needs and thus my depression and SI got worse. SOOOO I shut that account and came back, this time with a little more understanding of myself and the way my depression works...I know my limits and I will be able to cope if People do start to lean on me more.
Now actually about me and not my issues, My issues do NOT define who I am as a person but instead simply help me to be who I am today. So first the Basics. I am a 24 year old, female from the uk. I have hazel eyes and brown hair and I am of average hight and am a little overweight ((I blame the cookies for that one)). I work full time as a private carer, now for those of you who think being a carer is easy I would challenge you to do housework for 3 hours a day, prepare food, make sure someone drinking enough, Make sure they take their tablets, wash, dress and even feed someone, and then on top of that actually try and let them be independent. Trust me it is not easy but I love it. I have been in care for 3 years now and I do not see myself leaving this industry for much time. I feel like I was born to care. :). I am taken by a lovely lady M who I love with all that I am and we currently live together in a bedsit. Planning a life together, Marriage, kids, dog the whole she-bang. Of course we have our ups and downs but what relationship dosent? if everyone broke up when their partner did one thing wrong every one would be single right?! Now here is the important thing, I am a furry, For those of you who don't know what a furry is here is a quote from wikipidia explaining and if you want to know more after that simply type furry into Google and it should come up. The furry fandom is a subculture interested in fictional Antropomorphic animal characters with human personalities and characteristics. Examples of anthropomorphic attributes include exhibiting human intelligence and facial expressions, the ability to speak, walk on two legs, and wear clothes. Furry fandom is also used to refer to the community of people who gather on the Internet and at furry conventions. As such I may refer to my GF as my life Mate or something like that, Please don't get offended by this it is just the way I am. We both have Furrysona's ((a furry character)) though she is not aware of hers it is just for my use. My character is Whiskey Paws, Called Paws for short, She is a white wolf with a fluffy tail and a blue tail tip and tips on her ears are also blue. She also has blue paws. Pixie who is my GF's/Mates fursona is a purple pelted leopard that has yellow markings and brown eyes, her features are her unusual coloring and the black collar she always wears.
Now I will be doing 2 goals this year, one has a definite outcome ((the one I shall be setting up today.)) I have not yet figured out how to use the slider ((as I have to figure out percentages and what-nots)) the other goal will be just a general loose weight one. I have a simple outcome for that one but this will be my main goal. and that goal is Get free of debt that's right folks I am in debt, granted it is only a few thousand and I should be able to settle it pretty quickly but still I am in that awful place and it is time to sort it out and sort it out I shall. I will fully start this goal on the 19th January since this is pay day and I can start off the paying of said debts.
Thanks very much for your time and any support you may be able to provide
Paws ^_^
Hello There dear readers
It is lovely to see you this cold but bright day ((uk midlands weather if it varies where you are im sorry ))
Well first off Proper introductions, there is a small peice on me in my profile but not really that much, if you have got to know me and are therefore reading this then please feel free to ignore this post and skip onto the next one if your so obliged to read my ramblings anyway.
So I am guessing I should start as to why I am on DS in the first place. I suffer with many things mentally. Things including, Depression, Panic attacks, Panic disorder and well over all being a worry wart. Also Physical ailments such as eczema, sensitive skin, IBS ((irritable bowl syndrome)) and Asthma. Now there are also lifestyle issues, Such as my girlfriend being alcohol dependant, myself being addicted to chocolate and then of course me being a lesbian is always an issue to some people but oh well their lose on the type of person I am. So these are the reasons I have an account here.
How did I find DS? I found the sight maybe 8 years ago, when I was preparing to come out of the closet to my family and friends and was also looking for advice on how to get myself out there in the world. I opened an account and then closed it a few years later. I had found that I was no longer getting the support I needed but instead was finding something actually harmful. Back then my deppression was not well controlled and I found myself trying to help others and ignoring my needs and thus my depression and SI got worse. SOOOO I shut that account and came back, this time with a little more understanding of myself and the way my depression works...I know my limits and I will be able to cope if People do start to lean on me more.
Now actually about me and not my issues, My issues do NOT define who I am as a person but instead simply help me to be who I am today. So first the Basics. I am a 24 year old, female from the uk. I have hazel eyes and brown hair and I am of average hight and am a little overweight ((I blame the cookies for that one)). I work full time as a private carer, now for those of you who think being a carer is easy I would challenge you to do housework for 3 hours a day, prepare food, make sure someone drinking enough, Make sure they take their tablets, wash, dress and even feed someone, and then on top of that actually try and let them be independent. Trust me it is not easy but I love it. I have been in care for 3 years now and I do not see myself leaving this industry for much time. I feel like I was born to care. :). I am taken by a lovely lady M who I love with all that I am and we currently live together in a bedsit. Planning a life together, Marriage, kids, dog the whole she-bang. Of course we have our ups and downs but what relationship dosent? if everyone broke up when their partner did one thing wrong every one would be single right?! Now here is the important thing, I am a furry, For those of you who don't know what a furry is here is a quote from wikipidia explaining and if you want to know more after that simply type furry into Google and it should come up. The furry fandom is a subculture interested in fictional Antropomorphic animal characters with human personalities and characteristics. Examples of anthropomorphic attributes include exhibiting human intelligence and facial expressions, the ability to speak, walk on two legs, and wear clothes. Furry fandom is also used to refer to the community of people who gather on the Internet and at furry conventions. As such I may refer to my GF as my life Mate or something like that, Please don't get offended by this it is just the way I am. We both have Furrysona's ((a furry character)) though she is not aware of hers it is just for my use. My character is Whiskey Paws, Called Paws for short, She is a white wolf with a fluffy tail and a blue tail tip and tips on her ears are also blue. She also has blue paws. Pixie who is my GF's/Mates fursona is a purple pelted leopard that has yellow markings and brown eyes, her features are her unusual coloring and the black collar she always wears.
Now I will be doing 2 goals this year, one has a definite outcome ((the one I shall be setting up today.)) I have not yet figured out how to use the slider ((as I have to figure out percentages and what-nots)) the other goal will be just a general loose weight one. I have a simple outcome for that one but this will be my main goal. and that goal is Get free of debt that's right folks I am in debt, granted it is only a few thousand and I should be able to settle it pretty quickly but still I am in that awful place and it is time to sort it out and sort it out I shall. I will fully start this goal on the 19th January since this is pay day and I can start off the paying of said debts.
Thanks very much for your time and any support you may be able to provide
Paws ^_^
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