first day here
I've always been curious how a coma would go, what you would see or dream about in a coma. What kind of enviroment would it consist of? If there was any type of enviroment what would it be? If there was no enviroment then what would it be just empty space? Just random things I think about. I have Autism spectrum disorder as well as Aspergers ,and I deal with PTSD. I was bullied in elementary school,and I think Junior high to. Since I been on various medications I don't remember a lot. I don't know how I ended up with these mental conditions. Was I born with it,or ended up getting it ? I just don't know how it works? My mom said I had a seizure at two because of a high fever had to be air lifted to St pete childrens hospital. Was that why I have this now? I was in a domestic violence shelter at five,or six with my mom 2010 I think that was the year. Was that why I have PTSD now,or is it because of bullying in elementary school . I hated the bullies ,and I hated the teachers they were no help at all. Mom suggested and my therapist suggested I write in a journal I don't like to write much,but I dont mind typing it is okay I think. Earlier today I was so mad I tend to cuss outloud get angry mutter to myself. Feels like Tourette my therapist said it is not saids something like personality disorder or something. I don't know that is all for now I guess.
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Welcome to DS. The teen years are hard for many and Asperger is an extra challenge. I have been told I have it too but its supposed to be different in females. I had family trauma and bullying as well as in general life. I’m glad you’ve connected with us here. I’ve found a lot of psychiatric medicines affect me differently than other people so don’t be afraid to speak up if that’s the case for you. Take care
Thank you I appreciate that. thank you for listening . I am not use to talking to people with this pandemic I am doing the digital learning at home so there is no socializing whatsoever I thought this would help I hope it does. thanks again.