first date...

so he took me to dinner and a movie (hancock it was really funny)it was really nice, I think it helped that we had been around get other before ( at work) we get along sooo well, it's weird but I haven't been on that many dates... he seems honest and someone that I can see myself with... at first I never thought that I would want to date him so I did something that I never did before I was myself. I have asked him some pretty personal questions and got to know alittle without having been nervous because I wanted him to like me... funny I never tried to get him to like me he just liked me for me.... I don't want to get my hopes up... I always go into it thinking that this guy is so awesome and then I get my heart broken or stepped on....I just want something that I have never had before, for someone to treat me like I deserve to be treated... I want someone who I can be myself with and adores me for me and I want to feel the same about someone else..... I do want to get married again. I never got the whole wedding thing..... it was more like a beginning to the end of me......