first Birthday.

Well today is Debs first birthday date since she passed away. Seems strange o still call it a birthday took me a while to get my head around the concept.  Anyway for it i anin Cyprus for a few days it is the country we both loved and spent lots of time here. We had a pipe dream of living here. When i arrived yesterday i was in the mood to jump back on the plane and head straight back home but after sleeping on the idea i am more at ease with my head and heart. chatting to her whilst here is calming and peacefull. heading out to some of our old haunts whilst here mabey even pop out and see our uld house from when we lived here many years ago. my daughter is back in the UK and for her celebration she and her Nan (Debs mum) have gone to London to see Phantom of the Opera her favourite opera.
Life is still empty the past is easy to see but the future is still shrouded in clouds. Not looking forward to christmas.