Finding that inter Strenght...

When I look around today....I see Peoples dreams  eroding away..I see homes sitting empty...A Void where hopes and Dreams .....Once Dwelled........When I look around today...I see Peoples eyes filled with doubt...I see souls with nothing to cling too...A Void  where Hopes and dreams ...Once Dwelled.........When I look around today...I  see Pain and Fear  tearing the World apart..I  see War and the Horror without End...A Void  where Hopes and Dreams ...Cannot  Dwell........When I Look in the Mirror Today...I see a reflection of a Man I don't really Know...I see Pain and  Doubt,  Fear and Uncertainty...I  See A Void,  where......No Dreams Now Dwell........When I look Around Today...I have to wonder...Why  haven't  You givin up on Me...Why with all my faults and lack of effort..You still Hold out your Holy Spirit so that I Don't Fall.......So When I look around Today...I wonder How can I just give up...When my Creator doesn't give up on me...When I so undeserving a servant..Is without Void........When Even tho I can not understand ...The World around Me....When I see the Pain, the Horror, and become filled with Doubt...You Cradle my Soul, within your Holy Spirit ...And  Whisper...........Have Strenght...........Best Wishes...All.... Amen...

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russ54
russ54

This just kinda jumped out...
sometimes I get confused... I want to just give up...and I wonder why ...I\'m rooted in a firm knowledge of God..my steadfast solid foundation that I stand upon... I\'m not A Good Servant...Yet God doesnot give Up on me... So I feel that give me the Strenght to carry thru One more Day...one day at A time... russ
sunshine521
sunshine521

I enjoyed this journal...thanks for posting! I think we all can feel like that at times. God isn\'t going to give up on you, as you haven\'t given up on him...so I am happy to see that keeps you going and gives you the strength to do so. One day at a time is all you can do....
deleted_user
deleted_user

You Russ are one of Gods greatest creations! You have the biggest heart of any man I know. You pick me up when I am feeling down. You made me realize if you can go on...so can I!