Finding it hard

Ten months today since my Dad left this earth.I think about Dad everyday but i still feel like i'm in denial or i'm trying to push it to one side.Does that make sense to anyone?Since Christmas i've been on a downer,Dad's one year is comming around and i just cn't seem to pull myself around.I'm so angry again but at everybody.Marc says when will things go back to how they was but they won't i just won't be that person anymore.i tired of keeping everybody else happy.i think it's time to think of me a bit more.     Dad,I'm finding things so hard i try to keep going but at the moment but i'm struggling.I miss you so muchLove you.xxxxxxx